exciting with a little bit frustrated

OK, I already missed more than 3 days blog post work, well, the reason is simple, I am considering all the facts I am facing try to develop an approce for the next move. as the trouble is still there, the money problem is not that easy to couple with. I worked out the Plan B.

after this whole year prepare time for studying abroad, I think it is not so important for me to set a life goal in present, but to running towards the right direction would be good enough. Australia, the University of Sydney, combined postgraduate degree, seems a little unrealistic if the money issue have not been settle. and the Plan B is still towards that direction, but through a different path which may take more time. the plan B include a 3 years course learning program of Translation and Interpret in Zhongshan University, and then the futher education in Australia likely on a research postgraduate program which provide sholarship or directly immigration to Australia as an professor if I had achieved those conditions.

so, looks like the problem had been solved, the tuition fee for Zhongshan University is much much lower than the University of Sydney, about 5 percents of it. and the advantage is I would be able to have a full-time job during the course program. those lessons are most taken on Saturday and Sunday, so no conflict with a job. and these 3 years could be treated as a buffer time for me to switch into another road of life. and use these time efficiently.

1.achieve the academic degree,
2.develop the network in Guangzhou,
3.seek the new opportunities from the society.
4.prepare all the necessary conditions for the next move, Australia.

OK, once the thought is clear, the mentality will show postive aspect. and I will tell you a secret that makes me a little bit frustrated. worries from men are always women, that is the priceple, my neibghood had changed, the old one gone, maybe join her spouse’s new house, she was a beautiful one, and here comes the new one, still a beautiful one. will, in fact, better than previous one in my appreciation of the beauty.

I had made a decision that to take the initiative for having conversation with her, as an neibghood, I have the amplify reasons to start the talk. and today I found a chance. the moment we are happen to meet in waiting the elevator. will, I start the talking, but a little stupid, anyway, I did not prepared. and she is definitely great figure, yes, I may say, the public love style. but, I found, she was taller than me. what a shame. when I realized this issue, I scared, and can not continued to talk anymore. and until this time is not yet the havey beat, when we go down the building, I was walk after her, watched that she directly walk to a brand new car which has a symbol “B”, maybe lots people have no idea what the car is, but I know, that is actually the BENZ, and the custom version BENZ, or in another word, the best and most expensive car in B class autos. look at myself, I am now working on a job hunting, and try to get a degree, what girls like, money. well, OK, I can accept the reality all the time and totally understand what those girl’s mind, but just somehow a little bit frustrated.

I believe, one day, I will possess a BENZ. that is part in my goal of life.